Tomorrow

I love the idea of what it has been recently. consuming a great amount of organic foods, dealing with issues that have plagued me for years, learning to accept wh i am and work to change myself from THAT man and not some imaginary superman

the journey has been well. I have gained alot of wisdom from these experiences. and Im gaining even more wisdom from my aches and pains. the seeking up of being a father and ex husband has brought me alot.

and I realize, that sex is like a drug. so im going to abstain. i will give nothing the power to control me. especially being that I am in love with Nina and she deserves better than knowing that even though we are half a world apart, that she is the only person i truly desire sexually.

we will see, this journey is far from perfect, far from normal. but it is what I have been assigned...